i get an average of 5 hours sleep a night
nothing is ever a complaint, only a statement
my current job has sent me thru a full bottle of extra strength tylenol in three months
no matter how many denim brands i work for and how many people i meet in the denim industry, everyone just wears levi’s
i have made a vow that by this christmas i will not live here anymore.
the last few times i went to the airport i was at 4100 bar within 24 hours of my departure in either direction
there is still a key in a shoe in brooklyn
danielle has my coffee and sandwich order memorized
working in fashion has given me what could probably be described as an eating disorder, but it's a result of the schedule/workload/pace and not because of the modeling industry or body image, which is what i would have expected
my sony walkman is periwinkle colored and i usually have the bass turned all the way up. my most listened album is no angel by dido
once a week my body is rocked with anxiety that is completely inexplicable. it goes away of its own accord no matter who i call, what i eat, how far i walk, or which vices i employ. the amount of time is arbitrary and the feeling is fleeting
i am always waiting for a package to arrive
there is a sewing school in san francisco
there is coffee on every block. i have un-quit smoking.
i press a button and someone somewhere makes 10,000 pairs of cheap pants
there is no such thing as a holiday
i require a lot of help
every morning my phone tells me that i am over my credit limit
i am not in love and i wish that i was but when i am i will wish that i wasn't
the light in los angeles is unmatched anywhere else in the world
my right hip joint grinds when i walk and causes me mild to moderate pain and muscle tightness in my leg. i have not taken any actions to improve this and i expect it to get worse
i started wearing a sports bra for the way i want my shirts to fit and i am thinking about getting a proper binder
nothing is bad, i do not feel bad. perhaps i will look back on this time in my life and feel it was a blast – a lot of good and fun things are happening – or perhaps i will look back and realize how truly unhappy i was. only time will tell.
