i like holding onto everything tightly to make myself believe im lovable i know that my friends love me so much and i love them so much and they love every part of me like every part of me i think the thing is like i dont love every part of myself i think thats the problem so i do cling onto the idea of being a good friend a good partner a good daughter a good roommate like these things show me like okay i can be good and im lovable but none of these things let me love myself - nesa on yt