march 3rd.

…so I ask, when is the right time? is there even an answer for that? is there some metaphorical date that can be circled to codify when in ready? it’s like one day in okay and the next I’m not. these feelings of loss and longing. what was and could of been. 

as I set here and wonder, I ask myself how they are doing. I’m sure they are feeling this way as well. for the first time, I understand that this is a shared pain and they are also wondering when is the right time.