everytime i’m alone, i cry.
i keep hoping it’s just a bad dream that i’ll wake up from one day.
but then im faced with reality
i crave a distraction
yet i yearn to be alone
to distract or to reflect
emotions i can’t detect
emotions i need to dissect
memories i collect
answers i expect
but will never get
myself, i neglect
from home with you
to paying my respect
a mistake, God needs to correct
my heart, i need to protect
my life, affected
signs i couldn’t detect
everytime i’m alone, i cry
i miss you
take my tears as communication when i don’t know what to say
a cry for help while i pray
while you go and i stay
now im hurting and you’re okay
and although i want you here, i wouldn’t want it any other way
i’ll take on anything for your sake
from you, in which i came
my Luz River, my heart breaks