my stomach hurts a lot right now

my mom said she would choose to save one picture a year if she made a choice about saving photos

I think there is an energy build up too. A build up from thoughts and feelings that I have while not feeling how I am in the lap of the waves. I have experienced the build up this month.

A year of waiting. In the winter I thought of how I felt like I was rising up like a wave, continually going towards. I am thinking now of tide and time. I am in the lap of the waves. Sometimes I am able to experience that, like when I realized that I don’t have summer plans.

There is an energetic state of putting energy in while not feeling the output of the energy. It’s like me withholding on planting the rooftop garden because I’m not sure if I’ll be here in the summer. I also haven’t been cooking much. Cooking feels like a plant towards the future...

jõgi, las ma sosistan sulle. mul on nii palju lootust. mul on nii palju ootust. kõik mõtted inimeste kohta kes ma tahan näha on väiksed lootuse viited. mõtted kodu ja puhkamise kohta on minu ootus. ema, mai oska kirjutada sinu nime. las ma kasvatan endale vaikset lootust.

I am running fast, banging against the world, ai ai ai hi

my stomach hurts a lot right now

my mom said she would choose to save one picture a year if she made a choice about saving photos

I think there is an energy build up too. A build up from thoughts and feelings that I have while not feeling how I am in the lap of the waves. I have experienced the build up this month.

A year of waiting. In the winter I thought of how I felt like I was rising up like a wave, continually going towards. I am thinking now of tide and time. I am in the lap of the waves. Sometimes I am able to experience that, like when I realized that I don’t have summer plans.

There is an energetic state of putting energy in while not feeling the output of the energy. It’s like me withholding on planting the rooftop garden because I’m not sure if I’ll be here in the summer. I also haven’t been cooking much. Cooking feels like a plant towards the future...

jõgi, las ma sosistan sulle. mul on nii palju lootust. mul on nii palju ootust. kõik mõtted inimeste kohta kes ma tahan näha on väiksed lootuse viited. mõtted kodu ja puhkamise kohta on minu ootus. ema, mai oska kirjutada sinu nime. las ma kasvatan endale vaikset lootust.

I am running fast, banging against the world, ai ai ai hi