This is the intangible moment of forgetting winter Of throwing off covers  And encouraging the purple crocus Of the minute by minute evening sun And leaving the dark side of the mountain  FI, April 2, 2026

bright abzu above me and running just as fast as the train when night a sanctuary of visions chases to my right in the shape of a paper dragon in indigo, and red, and mint green the breeze is in my bones inside my heart the train clicks on the tracks, and i sing w...

happy national poetry month!!!!!

avert my view from the welding iron and run to the platform under umbrella pigeon under shelter of façade the warm train car every hand holding its phone i cry with the clouds this morning.

The cloud song — I’m lost in the haze I’m the mist in your mistake I’m an ever shifting shape I will never stay the same If you look at me closely I will surely disappear, White musk, jasmine, anise, Patchouli, White tobacco flower unknovvvn clouds unknovvvn clouds un...

all of you sitting there together under the tree with red filaments, laughing and cursing, they are falling and making red rivers in the cliffs between the floor stones. weeks will pass until you notice the blood on your sandals. like keeping a secret deep in your stomach unti...

someone left the door outside ripped from its hinges and left it to die it’s a fine wooden frame. an old man came by said “I made that back in ‘65, it was my claim to fame!” he’s still a carpenter but the goddamn factory put him out of work not a dime to his name.

the frozen water still in the shape of motion shouting from the roof

I am trying to catch water from the faucet to see the things the city said would hurt me. Mostly without looking, mostly keeping myself occupied until the room gets cold and the wall starts humming from the people next door. What is the use in describing? There is no fami...

my father wore this then my brother wore this now i wear it. my father used this my brother used this then i used it. now it waits in a drawer for yard sale and bulldozer and condo and forgetting.

I had a dream where I lost a tooth and I bled all over my grandmother’s hands. When I woke up, there was money under my pillow. I don’t remember how much. The guy doing card tricks in the park asked me to think of a number. He pulled out the wrong one from his deck and I ...

looking at me like u righteous u just mad cuz u cant fight this blowing big steam as I type this hold me down bc I might just

january is the secret unexpected spring in your back pocket reach down for a seashell and instead pull out a coin your own hand hold it over your face pressing wool between there, tickle your nose send it backward upwards and overwards the sky! is green and white and golden take...

notes app archives ~ tracing steps with your fingers on the palm of my hand telling me, time and time again to let it consume me, swallow me whole and sink my teeth in till my thoughts rip itself open from my head wind blowing pass into the space between us but i’ve never f...

cut the ties do the dance make the move take the chance stop the lies dye the pants find the groove life’s romance

you're gone only for the week i miss you not just in the way you think i would i miss us we've changed i miss the way you used to look at me we've become complacent i miss the way you used to long for me i love you always why has this love started to ache why didn't you notice

28.12.25 - full metal alchemist: brotherhood episode 12 li shan oolong slow dance in the cosmos - porches aladdin sane - david bowie palo alto (2013)

thought i was safe you were the warmth that i needed like a breeze in the evening and then you changed you’re the hug that had to end who would do that to a friend let alone the one you love

baby what you wishing for maybe you should wish it more maybe the world is yours

gratitude teeth to chew tongue to taste bat to keep me safe

today the grass is long the air is still balmy, even as the sun sets I watch it fall behind a glowing pink cloud I step around a pothole on the sidewalk my wrist aches from the weight of it the smell of Thai takeout all the way home

today, I’m brought to tears by an elm tree by dragonflies bouncing atop a still lake the duck that plays alone, over and under water bell birds singing in the quiet places I feel my heart beat stutter far away from the low slow grumble I feel my heart beat slow

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

This is the intangible moment of forgetting winter Of throwing off covers  And encouraging the purple crocus Of the minute by minute evening sun And leaving the dark side of the mountain  FI, April 2, 2026

bright abzu above me and running just as fast as the train when night a sanctuary of visions chases to my right in the shape of a paper dragon in indigo, and red, and mint green the breeze is in my bones inside my heart the train clicks on the tracks, and i sing w...

happy national poetry month!!!!!

avert my view from the welding iron and run to the platform under umbrella pigeon under shelter of façade the warm train car every hand holding its phone i cry with the clouds this morning.

The cloud song — I’m lost in the haze I’m the mist in your mistake I’m an ever shifting shape I will never stay the same If you look at me closely I will surely disappear, White musk, jasmine, anise, Patchouli, White tobacco flower unknovvvn clouds unknovvvn clouds un...

all of you sitting there together under the tree with red filaments, laughing and cursing, they are falling and making red rivers in the cliffs between the floor stones. weeks will pass until you notice the blood on your sandals. like keeping a secret deep in your stomach unti...

someone left the door outside ripped from its hinges and left it to die it’s a fine wooden frame. an old man came by said “I made that back in ‘65, it was my claim to fame!” he’s still a carpenter but the goddamn factory put him out of work not a dime to his name.

the frozen water still in the shape of motion shouting from the roof

I am trying to catch water from the faucet to see the things the city said would hurt me. Mostly without looking, mostly keeping myself occupied until the room gets cold and the wall starts humming from the people next door. What is the use in describing? There is no fami...

my father wore this then my brother wore this now i wear it. my father used this my brother used this then i used it. now it waits in a drawer for yard sale and bulldozer and condo and forgetting.

I had a dream where I lost a tooth and I bled all over my grandmother’s hands. When I woke up, there was money under my pillow. I don’t remember how much. The guy doing card tricks in the park asked me to think of a number. He pulled out the wrong one from his deck and I ...

looking at me like u righteous u just mad cuz u cant fight this blowing big steam as I type this hold me down bc I might just

january is the secret unexpected spring in your back pocket reach down for a seashell and instead pull out a coin your own hand hold it over your face pressing wool between there, tickle your nose send it backward upwards and overwards the sky! is green and white and golden take...

notes app archives ~ tracing steps with your fingers on the palm of my hand telling me, time and time again to let it consume me, swallow me whole and sink my teeth in till my thoughts rip itself open from my head wind blowing pass into the space between us but i’ve never f...

cut the ties do the dance make the move take the chance stop the lies dye the pants find the groove life’s romance

you're gone only for the week i miss you not just in the way you think i would i miss us we've changed i miss the way you used to look at me we've become complacent i miss the way you used to long for me i love you always why has this love started to ache why didn't you notice

28.12.25 - full metal alchemist: brotherhood episode 12 li shan oolong slow dance in the cosmos - porches aladdin sane - david bowie palo alto (2013)

thought i was safe you were the warmth that i needed like a breeze in the evening and then you changed you’re the hug that had to end who would do that to a friend let alone the one you love

baby what you wishing for maybe you should wish it more maybe the world is yours

gratitude teeth to chew tongue to taste bat to keep me safe

today the grass is long the air is still balmy, even as the sun sets I watch it fall behind a glowing pink cloud I step around a pothole on the sidewalk my wrist aches from the weight of it the smell of Thai takeout all the way home

today, I’m brought to tears by an elm tree by dragonflies bouncing atop a still lake the duck that plays alone, over and under water bell birds singing in the quiet places I feel my heart beat stutter far away from the low slow grumble I feel my heart beat slow

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454