january is the secret unexpected spring in your back pocket reach down for a seashell and instead pull out a coin your own hand hold it over your face pressing wool between there, tickle your nose send it backward upwards and overwards the sky! is green and white and golden take...

notes app archives ~ tracing steps with your fingers on the palm of my hand telling me, time and time again to let it consume me, swallow me whole and sink my teeth in till my thoughts rip itself open from my head wind blowing pass into the space between us but i’ve never f...

cut the ties do the dance make the move take the chance stop the lies dye the pants find the groove life’s romance

you're gone only for the week i miss you not just in the way you think i would i miss us we've changed i miss the way you used to look at me we've become complacent i miss the way you used to long for me i love you always why has this love started to ache why didn't you notice

28.12.25 - full metal alchemist: brotherhood episode 12 li shan oolong slow dance in the cosmos - porches aladdin sane - david bowie palo alto (2013)

thought i was safe you were the warmth that i needed like a breeze in the evening and then you changed you’re the hug that had to end who would do that to a friend let alone the one you love

baby what you wishing for maybe you should wish it more maybe the world is yours

gratitude teeth to chew tongue to taste bat to keep me safe

today the grass is long the air is still balmy, even as the sun sets I watch it fall behind a glowing pink cloud I step around a pothole on the sidewalk my wrist aches from the weight of it the smell of Thai takeout all the way home

today, I’m brought to tears by an elm tree by dragonflies bouncing atop a still lake the duck that plays alone, over and under water bell birds singing in the quiet places I feel my heart beat stutter far away from the low slow grumble I feel my heart beat slow

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

im off that shit

today everything is beautiful and I am lucky but it is beyond luck to see the world this way: make the soft choice in the morning make the loud choice the small choice make any choice make it grateful make it again before you go to bed

my mind keeps failing me. the cold comes in this year will be different i'm different than i was all the other years happier than i've ever been before stronger than before my mind still failed me the love is a little harder to reach a little harder to let in i haven't seen the...

how deep in the evening was it how how late in the evening were you and the passage of time was so easy to follow from running in my room to writing together again

400 goddamn years go by, I stood on this stone of cold, where the wind and rains were my only home. 400 years went by before I could see your face, your love and heart forever glowing in its place. A heart and soul that only my father’s stars could ever align. I left it behind ...

phantom pain in the form of feelings displacing me back into the hallway of our beginnings a difference between where i am physically, running shoes cradling my feet against concrete while my mind is not here nor there where i left you and you left me and i can’t remember anymor...

it’s emptier than i wanted in this bubble tea shop. the whirring or the microwave and heater compete over the 3rd replay of LOVE by kendrick lamar. i wanted to get lost in something so that i could write and now i feel like i did too much.

in front of your fingertips and before your eyes there are strong currents you get caught in like rip tides taking you Remember your branch stick it between the river stones hold still the water is refreshing to dip your toes into but return to dry land when you are done.

an equation means nothing unless it expresses a thought of god ramanujan

Stove God Cooks-Marvin Ye’ (Verse 1) … 'Cause I'm more cookin' and weighin' They more funny like the Wayans But could've shot em on the way in You don't know, that's the same trap they put Ye in You don't know, that's the same trap I had my ye in Clearly I'm on, how they gon' bu...

3 nov 2025 I had class. napped and slacked off all day. I smoked and it made me stupider.

Paint my brain on the wall like a mural of the gods I been searchin' for salvation in a ziplock and a nod Cried inside a Wraith, but the stars ain't talkin' back Now I'm posted in the silence where the real ones never last Tat my sins on my gums just to taste what I regret Pop...

always winter in my mind’s eye we set you free you darted around our yard a brilliant snowball with a bright pink tongue i treasure you keeping you warm in the room where frost is creeping in burning firewood fanning my memory’s flame words to bundle shivering memories ...

january is the secret unexpected spring in your back pocket reach down for a seashell and instead pull out a coin your own hand hold it over your face pressing wool between there, tickle your nose send it backward upwards and overwards the sky! is green and white and golden take...

notes app archives ~ tracing steps with your fingers on the palm of my hand telling me, time and time again to let it consume me, swallow me whole and sink my teeth in till my thoughts rip itself open from my head wind blowing pass into the space between us but i’ve never f...

cut the ties do the dance make the move take the chance stop the lies dye the pants find the groove life’s romance

you're gone only for the week i miss you not just in the way you think i would i miss us we've changed i miss the way you used to look at me we've become complacent i miss the way you used to long for me i love you always why has this love started to ache why didn't you notice

28.12.25 - full metal alchemist: brotherhood episode 12 li shan oolong slow dance in the cosmos - porches aladdin sane - david bowie palo alto (2013)

thought i was safe you were the warmth that i needed like a breeze in the evening and then you changed you’re the hug that had to end who would do that to a friend let alone the one you love

baby what you wishing for maybe you should wish it more maybe the world is yours

gratitude teeth to chew tongue to taste bat to keep me safe

today the grass is long the air is still balmy, even as the sun sets I watch it fall behind a glowing pink cloud I step around a pothole on the sidewalk my wrist aches from the weight of it the smell of Thai takeout all the way home

today, I’m brought to tears by an elm tree by dragonflies bouncing atop a still lake the duck that plays alone, over and under water bell birds singing in the quiet places I feel my heart beat stutter far away from the low slow grumble I feel my heart beat slow

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

im off that shit

today everything is beautiful and I am lucky but it is beyond luck to see the world this way: make the soft choice in the morning make the loud choice the small choice make any choice make it grateful make it again before you go to bed

my mind keeps failing me. the cold comes in this year will be different i'm different than i was all the other years happier than i've ever been before stronger than before my mind still failed me the love is a little harder to reach a little harder to let in i haven't seen the...

how deep in the evening was it how how late in the evening were you and the passage of time was so easy to follow from running in my room to writing together again

400 goddamn years go by, I stood on this stone of cold, where the wind and rains were my only home. 400 years went by before I could see your face, your love and heart forever glowing in its place. A heart and soul that only my father’s stars could ever align. I left it behind ...

phantom pain in the form of feelings displacing me back into the hallway of our beginnings a difference between where i am physically, running shoes cradling my feet against concrete while my mind is not here nor there where i left you and you left me and i can’t remember anymor...

it’s emptier than i wanted in this bubble tea shop. the whirring or the microwave and heater compete over the 3rd replay of LOVE by kendrick lamar. i wanted to get lost in something so that i could write and now i feel like i did too much.

in front of your fingertips and before your eyes there are strong currents you get caught in like rip tides taking you Remember your branch stick it between the river stones hold still the water is refreshing to dip your toes into but return to dry land when you are done.

an equation means nothing unless it expresses a thought of god ramanujan

Stove God Cooks-Marvin Ye’ (Verse 1) … 'Cause I'm more cookin' and weighin' They more funny like the Wayans But could've shot em on the way in You don't know, that's the same trap they put Ye in You don't know, that's the same trap I had my ye in Clearly I'm on, how they gon' bu...

3 nov 2025 I had class. napped and slacked off all day. I smoked and it made me stupider.

Paint my brain on the wall like a mural of the gods I been searchin' for salvation in a ziplock and a nod Cried inside a Wraith, but the stars ain't talkin' back Now I'm posted in the silence where the real ones never last Tat my sins on my gums just to taste what I regret Pop...

always winter in my mind’s eye we set you free you darted around our yard a brilliant snowball with a bright pink tongue i treasure you keeping you warm in the room where frost is creeping in burning firewood fanning my memory’s flame words to bundle shivering memories ...