the frozen water still in the shape of motion shouting from the roof

I am trying to catch water from the faucet to see the things the city said would hurt me. Mostly without looking, mostly keeping myself occupied until the room gets cold and the wall starts humming from the people next door. What is the use in describing? There is no fami...

my father wore this then my brother wore this now i wear it. my father used this my brother used this then i used it. now it waits in a drawer for yard sale and bulldozer and condo and forgetting.

I had a dream where I lost a tooth and I bled all over my grandmother’s hands. When I woke up, there was money under my pillow. I don’t remember how much. The guy doing card tricks in the park asked me to think of a number. He pulled out the wrong one from his deck and I ...

looking at me like u righteous u just mad cuz u cant fight this blowing big steam as I type this hold me down bc I might just

january is the secret unexpected spring in your back pocket reach down for a seashell and instead pull out a coin your own hand hold it over your face pressing wool between there, tickle your nose send it backward upwards and overwards the sky! is green and white and golden take...

notes app archives ~ tracing steps with your fingers on the palm of my hand telling me, time and time again to let it consume me, swallow me whole and sink my teeth in till my thoughts rip itself open from my head wind blowing pass into the space between us but i’ve never f...

cut the ties do the dance make the move take the chance stop the lies dye the pants find the groove life’s romance

you're gone only for the week i miss you not just in the way you think i would i miss us we've changed i miss the way you used to look at me we've become complacent i miss the way you used to long for me i love you always why has this love started to ache why didn't you notice

28.12.25 - full metal alchemist: brotherhood episode 12 li shan oolong slow dance in the cosmos - porches aladdin sane - david bowie palo alto (2013)

thought i was safe you were the warmth that i needed like a breeze in the evening and then you changed you’re the hug that had to end who would do that to a friend let alone the one you love

baby what you wishing for maybe you should wish it more maybe the world is yours

gratitude teeth to chew tongue to taste bat to keep me safe

today the grass is long the air is still balmy, even as the sun sets I watch it fall behind a glowing pink cloud I step around a pothole on the sidewalk my wrist aches from the weight of it the smell of Thai takeout all the way home

today, I’m brought to tears by an elm tree by dragonflies bouncing atop a still lake the duck that plays alone, over and under water bell birds singing in the quiet places I feel my heart beat stutter far away from the low slow grumble I feel my heart beat slow

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

im off that shit

today everything is beautiful and I am lucky but it is beyond luck to see the world this way: make the soft choice in the morning make the loud choice the small choice make any choice make it grateful make it again before you go to bed

my mind keeps failing me. the cold comes in this year will be different i'm different than i was all the other years happier than i've ever been before stronger than before my mind still failed me the love is a little harder to reach a little harder to let in i haven't seen the...

how deep in the evening was it how how late in the evening were you and the passage of time was so easy to follow from running in my room to writing together again

400 goddamn years go by, I stood on this stone of cold, where the wind and rains were my only home. 400 years went by before I could see your face, your love and heart forever glowing in its place. A heart and soul that only my father’s stars could ever align. I left it behind ...

phantom pain in the form of feelings displacing me back into the hallway of our beginnings a difference between where i am physically, running shoes cradling my feet against concrete while my mind is not here nor there where i left you and you left me and i can’t remember anymor...

the frozen water still in the shape of motion shouting from the roof

I am trying to catch water from the faucet to see the things the city said would hurt me. Mostly without looking, mostly keeping myself occupied until the room gets cold and the wall starts humming from the people next door. What is the use in describing? There is no fami...

my father wore this then my brother wore this now i wear it. my father used this my brother used this then i used it. now it waits in a drawer for yard sale and bulldozer and condo and forgetting.

I had a dream where I lost a tooth and I bled all over my grandmother’s hands. When I woke up, there was money under my pillow. I don’t remember how much. The guy doing card tricks in the park asked me to think of a number. He pulled out the wrong one from his deck and I ...

looking at me like u righteous u just mad cuz u cant fight this blowing big steam as I type this hold me down bc I might just

january is the secret unexpected spring in your back pocket reach down for a seashell and instead pull out a coin your own hand hold it over your face pressing wool between there, tickle your nose send it backward upwards and overwards the sky! is green and white and golden take...

notes app archives ~ tracing steps with your fingers on the palm of my hand telling me, time and time again to let it consume me, swallow me whole and sink my teeth in till my thoughts rip itself open from my head wind blowing pass into the space between us but i’ve never f...

cut the ties do the dance make the move take the chance stop the lies dye the pants find the groove life’s romance

you're gone only for the week i miss you not just in the way you think i would i miss us we've changed i miss the way you used to look at me we've become complacent i miss the way you used to long for me i love you always why has this love started to ache why didn't you notice

28.12.25 - full metal alchemist: brotherhood episode 12 li shan oolong slow dance in the cosmos - porches aladdin sane - david bowie palo alto (2013)

thought i was safe you were the warmth that i needed like a breeze in the evening and then you changed you’re the hug that had to end who would do that to a friend let alone the one you love

baby what you wishing for maybe you should wish it more maybe the world is yours

gratitude teeth to chew tongue to taste bat to keep me safe

today the grass is long the air is still balmy, even as the sun sets I watch it fall behind a glowing pink cloud I step around a pothole on the sidewalk my wrist aches from the weight of it the smell of Thai takeout all the way home

today, I’m brought to tears by an elm tree by dragonflies bouncing atop a still lake the duck that plays alone, over and under water bell birds singing in the quiet places I feel my heart beat stutter far away from the low slow grumble I feel my heart beat slow

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

I’m texting back quick and you slow, you don’t even know how I know I see you shining tho that’s perfect timing tho 454

im off that shit

today everything is beautiful and I am lucky but it is beyond luck to see the world this way: make the soft choice in the morning make the loud choice the small choice make any choice make it grateful make it again before you go to bed

my mind keeps failing me. the cold comes in this year will be different i'm different than i was all the other years happier than i've ever been before stronger than before my mind still failed me the love is a little harder to reach a little harder to let in i haven't seen the...

how deep in the evening was it how how late in the evening were you and the passage of time was so easy to follow from running in my room to writing together again

400 goddamn years go by, I stood on this stone of cold, where the wind and rains were my only home. 400 years went by before I could see your face, your love and heart forever glowing in its place. A heart and soul that only my father’s stars could ever align. I left it behind ...

phantom pain in the form of feelings displacing me back into the hallway of our beginnings a difference between where i am physically, running shoes cradling my feet against concrete while my mind is not here nor there where i left you and you left me and i can’t remember anymor...